Life As A Human

Rejections

Written on November 22, 2007 – 10:29 am | by radziahradzi

Rejections, rejections, rejections…
by: Radziah Radzi

all my life, i’m so used to rejections,

rejection in becoming everyone’s favourite kid,

rejected because i was a cry baby,
rejected cause i am not a beauty,
rejected because i’m fussy and grumpy.

all my life, i’m so used to rejections,

rejection for all boarding school applications,

rejected cause i was not good enough,
rejected cause my IQ was not high enough,
rejected cause i am not clever enough!

all my life, i’m so used to rejections,

cause i don’t deserve to be with the best people,
cause i dont have what it takes to become one,
cause i just can’t fit in as how they want!

all my life, i’m so used to rejections,

I’m not as good, I’m not as cool,
I’m not as pretty, I’m such a clumsy,
I’m not as great, I’m not as tolerate,
I’m not as clever, no matter how intelligent i become, i will be…never,
I’m not as graceful, nor that I am thoughtful,
No matter how i do it i’ll never get it…

all my life, i’m so used to rejections,

that my face has become as thick as a dictionary,
that i’ve learnt to accept the rejections gracefully,
I know God, you have Your special way for me,
And believe me God, I CAN see,
I realised, God, that most of what I’ve got is better than what they get, REALLY!
i thank YOU GOD for giving those to me,

Forgive me God, but I wonder why,
why is it that even that all my life,
I’m so used to it,
why do i still feel the pain deep inside me,
hurting me, killing me?
killing me painfully…

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